That life..

That life we once thought existed. That vague memory of things to come. Looking out the window and wondering.. What would it have been like if.. The sky goes gray, black, and blue in cycles that are as predictable as the moonrise. That life that calls for me out in the ocean. That life of running around busily. Not taking in the night air. That life that all of us dream to have but never attain. That life that I'm living. My life is but a moment here, blowing away like the wind. Where it'll take me.. you'll have to see..

Everything

So today is Christmas. One of the best days of the year. Not only for the presents but the fun time you get to share with everyone and anyone. It's interesting how people in general change around this time of year. I don't know. Happy endings are cool. Fairytale endings are pretty awesome too. Goodness. Thoughts keep flowing in and I don't have enough time or room to write it all. Just stop and think. That's it.

People

Recently I had an experience with some friends and their views on other people. These are some of the few things I got out of it.
If there's one thing everybody is trying to find in his world, it's acceptance. Acceptance comes in a variety of forms. One could be in relationships between another person, another could be a group of friends or friends in general. Relationships with guys can be tricky. I try to stay away from those because you never know what a guy is thinking so everything is a guessing game. If you like a girl and you get the idea that they like you, tell her! Hold her hand or give her a peck on the cheek.. never mind. That would be rushing into things. Just tell her and if she feels the same way, she should tell you, lets hope. OOOH, but girls don't ever tell a guy you like them unless they tell you in person. They can be quite the tricksters. Guys, if a girl likes you, don't act all weird around them because they can totally tell. Now onto the group of friends relationships. If you're a new student, find a group of friends quickly otherwise it will take a while to fit in. You need to adjust to the group but keep your individuality. Make yourself stand out of the group in a good way so that you can be whoever you want. Don't talk about other friends behind their backs unless the whole group is doing it, and then you still don't! You will be liked by all if you're an all around good person. And if you're moving from a different location completely, don't talk about past friends. People don't care about it. Really, they don't. ALERT TO BORING PEOPLE: People in general don't like boring people. Even boring people don't like boring people. I have a friend that is so boring that nobody likes her. Well lets just say that nobody knows her. She's so undeceive. Just make up your mind. "What do you want to do? I dunno." GAH! Guys don't like you when you do that. Ok but this is nearing the end of my experiences. Well it is the end. Just contemplate these thoughts and just self check yourself every once and a while.

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Modeling

tis true. i model for this company called shabby apple.

intro

ok. so this is the place to write down everything right? sure. as you can already probably tell i don't like capitalizing things. first it takes too long and second, its' too formal for the relationship i want to have with my readers. lets start off with an introduction. my name is sara and i run. that's a nice start right? i would say this is your turn but.. you can't. more about me. sometimes i like writing and sometimes i like reading. many days i like history. almost a fanatic but not. no biggie. i'm thinking this blog should be sort of this story. lets start off with a protagonist. austin bradford. bradford being the last name of this guy (albino to some) that i like. do we like the idea that austin was born in 1902 in austrialia to a rich family? yes, yes we do. so i'm starting my story and no interupting.