holy toledos. is it just me or did everybody grow up so quickly? i don't want to go to college.(lie)i don't want to fill out more applications. i don't want to do homework. why am i so lazy but not at other times? i feel like a nugget. i like the christmas season. i just haven't gotten into the mood yet. i need to buy christmas presents fro my little siblings. joyful and triumphant. ok. i just need to breathe. nothing is going on. i juts feel stressed all the time even though i am not busy for a high school student. ya know what? life is good. i just got to stop making a big deal of things. p.s. tis so much easier to make a list of things you need to do, then cross them off. until later.