the dream

last night i had this dream. i usually remember my dreams every night. yes i believe i'm one of those people that dreams every night. but in my dream, reed came home from his mission early and he had one small stud in his right ear. i assumed the earring was why he came home early. he kept taking me somewhere and telling me that i didn't have to go through with it. he took me to this sort of bar place. it was very odd. then we were in a group of people and he pulled me away. i woke up and momentarily forgot about the dream but when i remembered, my heart ached for him and everything i've put him through. i don't regret my decision but i'm sad that it had to lay out this way. i agree that i'm too young to be getting married but i know i'm old enough to make the decision to spend eternity with my best friend. i can still see the pained look on reed's face in my dream. i don't remember saying anything. only hugging and crying. now i need to forget the dream.

"...when she smiled."

last night saul, me, and my mama had the opportunity to go to cate's house to try some wedding food and desserts. cate with a c is a jack of all trades. she's a professional photographer, brilliant chef, graphic designer plus many other occupations. we were all quite impressed with her. but what i loved most was her willingness to listen and for things to flow smoothly. lol demi lovato is bipolar. but cate wanted this to definitely be about me and saul instead of my mom and the opinions of everyone else. she actually listened unlike many other wedding planners. very happy about her. but i'm definitely going to need some help from above with this process. gl me. finals are coming up. very nervous. i might be neglecting this blog for a while. understandable. i'm hanging out with my best friend every day. we'll probably go parachuting off the C.O.B. soon. nbd. i can't explain how passionate i feel about life with him. we went to the hot springs a little bit ago. we got fried but it turned into a tan. we're grateful for our not particular white skin complexions. more fun stuff coming up soon! i think i even convinced him to go to titanic in 3d with me. ftw!
-sara p.

the list

so i've got this list of things i need to do either this week or today. i'm one of those list people. thoroughly enjoy them. mostly because i like crossing things off the list. not the actual sense of accomplishment for the task i just tackled.
1. get block of wood (in case i need to knock on it)
2. call eyebrow place. my head is now the amazon forest.
3. call laser place. to get upper lip laser-ed..
4. put good pen in backpack. i hate taking notes with the crappy one.
5. text quinci about friday. either indoor surfing or celebrating her birthday..? surfing.
6. get annoying singing card and cookie dough for mary. happy belated birthday?
7. consider doing writing assignment hw. (due 4.8)
8. consider doing brasil slideshow. (due 4.24)
9. clean room
10. clean todd's (my beta) fishbowl
11. write in blog (check!)
12. clip nails. i scratched saul by accident and drew blood. (that's when you know)
13. gas up car. (i hate seeing the gas light on)
14. wash bras. that point when your bra smells funky..
that's word for word what it says on my to do / reminder list. so tell my friendly readers, how do you get all your tasks done? too stupid of a question? i agree. until l8er!
-s.p.