this is the worst hallway in the entire world..i've been there.

tis winter and i can't ski.

good day fellow readers and bloggers. my computer is telling me that i spelled bloggers wrong so i'm going to change it to floggers. that sounds 4x more silly. so let us start off right.
good day fellow readers and floggers!
so..let me update you on my life.
i've been accepted into utah state and southern virginia. whooop dee dooooo.
my dad scared the pants off me last night! (not literally, my gym shorts were secured upon my waist) he comes into my room in the middle of the night and tries to wake me up! in my mind i think someone is coming in to kidnap me! what would've made this story so much more epic is if i shot him with my air soft gun. dang nabit! i'm doing that next time. so rules: no coming into my room in the middle of the night and waking me up. you will get shot.
i gots a digital camera for christmas and i loves me my pictures!
andi just (like it was 3 seconds ago..nope. more like 4 hours ago) went to the e.r. she overdosed on benadryl/benedryl/benedrayl/ benashjsglahk.jshgsjhg;adgs;ksla........ don't worry. my parentals have texted me and said that she is stable. i'm on the phone with her now and she thinks i'm married. i was asking her who i was going to marry and she said, "bwad". sorry brad. according to my littlest sister, we are married. get over it...or used to it.
i'm a runner. i'm so epically stoked for indoor. i want to get into shape again. which is weird cause normally i despise running.. huh.
i can't ski. i want to learn how. my papa and this one dude (<3)...said they would teach me. hey! maybe i might like winter now..or not.
i think that tis it from my end of the spectrum.
someone better tell sophie to stop singing about how mean i am or i will deck her..hard. ok she's gone.
well! that's all i got folks. stay classy (insert city name here)
~sara

Super Duper Fast!

holy toledos. is it just me or did everybody grow up so quickly? i don't want to go to college.(lie)i don't want to fill out more applications. i don't want to do homework. why am i so lazy but not at other times? i feel like a nugget. i like the christmas season. i just haven't gotten into the mood yet. i need to buy christmas presents fro my little siblings. joyful and triumphant. ok. i just need to breathe. nothing is going on. i juts feel stressed all the time even though i am not busy for a high school student. ya know what? life is good. i just got to stop making a big deal of things. p.s. tis so much easier to make a list of things you need to do, then cross them off. until later.
sara

New Day

dear you and you and you, i'm sorry for the advice which i have not given recently. tis a crazy life but i have news..i got accepted into southern virginia university! i'm crazy confused, nervous, excited..ah! i don't know how to explain it. so let me update you on how my life is going. now i know that all you want to hear is about the juicy guy stuff but i can't tell you till the end. sucka! :)so as most of you know (and if you don't..surprise!) i'm LDS. very active and love every part of my church. i've recently starting reading my scriptures again and i have found like a new me. there's more excitement in my life. i'm so peppy. i love hanging out with my girlfriends and being a teenager. i'm hanging out with them and we talk and giggle. ya know, girl stuff. it's very secret stuff that guys cannot know about. lets keep them thinking that we do innocent things. ninja's in the dark, pink and pretty by day! ;)there's new hope and enlightenment. i'm still sara.. with more added on. much cooler features and gadgets. so so so. home life is going. i can't complain. my dad and i are similar so we either get along or he drives my crazy. isn't it funny that the people you're most like drive you crazy? my little sisters are terrorists.. not really. please do not put them on a terror watch list. the love doing things that get me in trouble. this is no lie! how the books say little sister are, they are! my little brother is cool sometimes. we hang out but we aren't too close. we don't bother with personals. i don't mind and it won't hurt our relationship in the future. school! so obviously it's going well since i've been accepted into college.. yay! friends are great. i have this one girlfriend that understands everything i'm going through and my emotions. tis nuts! i love it though. now the moment you've all been waiting for.. the grand finale..BOYS! eh. nothing too special. i like him, i love him, he's cute. meep. my papa doesn't want me to get serious but yet he tells me to stop messing with their hearts. how does this make sense? someone please explain! when i go away to college, my guy life will cease. all the guys in high school that i've dated will be away to other schools. huh interesting how life goes on. ah! it's late and my mama is reading over my shoulder. awkward. till next time, faithful readers.
sincerely, me.

like a ditch

gol. let's lighten things up! everything seems so down. puts a damper on things. ok! everybody! all.. one of you. :) let's have a party to celebrate life! sure things are changing but it doesn't mean it's bad. it's pretty bodacious. sure i could do without the winter cold but eh, whatcha gonna do about it..? so my parents get home tonight from their cruise! i'm excited! i should write some advice at this moment in time. oh! i have some great advice. so, (story time) once upon a time, there is this kid that this girl met at this youth thing. we'll name him..sid. umm i'm deeply sorry but i have to be rude but honest. sid is ugly. it's not a fixable ugly. he asks this girl on a date. she doesn't want to go at all. like at ALL! the girl is in a predicament! what does she do?! meh. the story probably doesn't go the nice way or the way that you as the reader wants it to go. she says that she isn't interested and that she is seeing someone at that point in time.. rude, huh? yes it is but this girl could not go. well she could but she didn't want to. that girl feels evil in a bad way now.. op! feeling gone!
gol! i'm not talking about this now! what happened to the advice? ok! wear what you want. that's what i do. it's fantastic because now, people say that everything looks great on me and it doesn't matter what i wear.. i'm being annoying right now. i can feel it. tis not pleasant. i don't like spanish homework..if you're reading this mrs. smith, i despise spanish homework! you're a crabby teacher that should put tequila instead of milk in your cereal!
moving on.. i'm terribly terribly sorry for those that read this. as i have probably mentioned before, i have a.d.d. when i write. skips all over the place! my teeth hurt. oh! so all of a sudden, my friend is going on these dates with girls that have boyfriends. can you believe him?! why would these girls say yes in the first place? like, really? hmm.. i think he's jealous of me. well, maybe not of me but he's jealous. should i be saying this on here? i have a feeling that questions might be coming in. no matter. it just bugs me so bad. why now? he's on a date right now and i really really need to talk to him! i liked it much much better when he had no life.
i've written to much.. i'm leaving to wash dishes now..
goodbye scaries!

Sunny Days and Sundays

it's weird how time passes and things change. your life moves so swiftly like rivers.. nothing is staying the same. always changing even though it feels like nothing exciting happens, something does. you and my, baby! craziness. like a rush of blood to the head. a passed test, a peck on the forehead, a simple smile, a compliment, autumn leaves, crisp air. LG. small and simple things are great. time flies but moves as slow as a snail.. slower than that. as slow as my xc times! each season brings something new and each person does as well. gol. my grandma just gave me a lecture about talking to people i don't know. i forget how crazy she is. i'm mostly excited about how i am growing up and constantly changing. my friends are moving away. friends i have known since elementary school. what's behind the next bend? but a wise old person once told me to jump into something with both feet. none of this, lets try it out. just gotta do it! so that's enough of that. T-SWIFT son! she's great. i love how i can actually relate to some of her songs. yay for life. THE END

10.7.09

look! i happen to be writing here again. i don't know why i keep coming back. maybe because i have no one else to tell my silly teenage problems to. so lets cap on what has been going on. i like this one guy.. you know who you are! school is rough but everyone has to go through it.. i'll get through it soon. it's cake! chocolate.. but i don't like cake. i'm an ice cream kinda girl. i can eat it any day, any season at any hour. it's delicious. x2 oh oh! something new at school. in my foods class, there is this one kid who just moved here and he is super quiet. like you can expect this kid to be at your bedside with a knife at any moment but don't worry! he's harmless! i cracked him. it was the weirdest thing. it was actually today. after our test i was flipping my pen around in my normal style and he started copying me. i take a glance at him and he's flipping all over the place! i flip something easier and he copies and does it correct without jabbing someone in the eye. i was so proud of him that i actually look at him and smile. he smiles back and looks embarrassed at the same time because he didn't realize that i was looking at him. i ought not to freak people out anymore. that's my good story of the day. one day we will talk but i'll just smile from across that classroom.
whew! that was a wheelbarrow full to write. now. friends. i've made some more girl friends and ditched some of the guys. they bug. p.s. i hate it when people make a big deal that i say i don't like people. so i don't like greg and alex bugs me. you can't like everybody! enough of that. i'm gonna go clean up and watch a nice movie. goodbye to the two that read this piece of my mind. p.s.p.s. it's not my fault if you guys go crazy or insane from reading this. it's your own fault.
~sara p.

it's school time!

goodness gracious everybody. calm down. so much to say and so little time. much has happened but most of it will stay in my head except for a few snippets. we sent my brother on one of those two year excursions. i will miss him but for the record, i didn't cry.. too much. only like a tear or two. my plans for this evening are to sit at home and watch a chick flick. aw.. i love them so epically much. so pretty! moving on. school! it's great stuff. the learning and all is really invigorating. it makes me want to do better in life!.. not so much. it's something to pass the time and to get me a better life later on. everybody has to put in their dues, right? i like boys. next! don't worry. i won't discuss my guy life. even though it is the best no battles! my life is great. no school tomorrow and such. the whole sleeping in factor makes my super stoked. i don't think you even realize my stokededness. well since i gots nothing else to write, i figure i ought to get clean. see ya later the nobody that reads this!
~sara p.

welcome back

hey, i know i've been gone for quite some time but actually, i've been here the whole time. my laziness just gets a hold of me. i've had a few thoughts recently. i wish i could have enough to say to compile it into a book but seeing i'm not a talented writer, it will not work out. :T
what happens when a current love interest and a past love interest come into the same room? they both know what positions they hold to me. awkward, huh? (p.s. everything i say will be jumping around so one thought might not connect with the next.) my really good friend is leaving on a trip for a bit. i'm really excited that he's going because i'm almost positive that he wants to. i'll just miss him. but he will be back soon. :) tomorrow is my birthday. i have mixed feelings about that. oh well. yay. life is really good. it's fun to see what new stuff is thrown at you. well, i've got to leave my post! take luck and keep faith.
-sara

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Um so. sitting at my computer like a normal day. sort of. I'm having a party. false. not. i ought to do some homework but laziness. has caught up with me. but i don't really want to write about my laziness with school work. Scary things happen, stress happens, relationships happen, you happen to me and it hits me like a bullet. fast strong and unwavering. i write about you, then it stops. nothing happens. nothing happens fast and then it's gone. like the wind. gone. Lighter note!! i'm going to go into my room and shut the world out and do my work. being finished with something makes you happy. like running. running makes you happy. smiling releases stress. or that's what i hear. or i should paint my sisters room. that would be fun. like that one time when you and me.. ;)

:T

um so. i'm here. chilling out. i'm irked. not fully irked but reasonably bugged that if you crossed my path, i would chew you out. i didn't get to do my adventure for the week. i guess i'll have to save it for another week. i think you can't trust anyone in life. you're just going to get hurt. you know what? i'm so tired of being miserable. i want to open up and be me.. but it's so hard when you're the oldest child. i have to usually keep things to myself but i can't. i don't usually explode but i really need to. i'm going to burst. i want me. i'm ready. i wish i didn't care what other people thought of me but i do. it's human instinct. well.. i really hope no one reads this. but if you are reading here's some fair warning: i might explode soon. please forgive me when i do.

it's thursday night and i'm stuck at home.

so the title says it all. i should be out and doing something that teenagers do right? that's what i thought. my parents are good people and such. yay for the temple. you know what bugs me? dramatic teenagers. i promise i'm not high maintenance. get me with a good book and ill be silent for ours on end. i actually enjoy silence. i don't mind at all if i don't talk to a single person all day. but i don't want to stay home when i could be doing something more exciting. now i'm the oldest in my family. my older brother is off to college and now i have to be the responsible one. oh wait, haven't i always been the responsible one? (sigh)(deeply) i know i don't live a glamorous life that i envision myself. goodness. i'm so grateful for everybody in my high school. they are the people that make the best stories. all the stories i write, the people are real. i base my stories off of real people. i'm all about living in the moment..if i don't get in trouble. i'm not sure if that makes sense. oh well. it's thursday night and i'm stuck at home.

New Year

ok so it's the new year which means new resolutions. yay. :I i tried resolutions once upon a time. then i realized that i probably shouldn't make a new years resolution to kiss all the guys in my school. bad idea. the end of the semester is coming up which means it's finals week. this week can either make or break all the work you've done during the whole semester. tests, getting sick, studying, sicknesses, writing an some more getting sick. yay it's a party. it's ramble on day p.s. i have a phone and it's name is marty. there should be a guy i know named marty. i would dig him. oh boys! they're quite fascinating to watch. macho man to macho man. getting the swankiest girl. it's a party! all the good girls get passed up and then they're too scared to talk to any guy then they have low self esteem issues and then they stop caring then the world EXPLODES! next.. have i mentioned i hate running.. sometimes. eh. cleaning time.